Spring/Winter/Summer/Autumn

Unrelated to the title, this post is about my post-graduation achievements, which I'm not very proud of.

It's been about 2 months since I finished my thesis, and 2 weeks to go for the official graduation ceremony. During that time, I've declined 2 job offers (2 of which I applied, and had gone through all the interviews). Stupid, yes. Regret? Sometimes. But I have something in my possession that I'm not able to give up just yet; Holiday. Stupid slacking time. 

So here I am. Starting to seriously think about my future. How everything doesn't seem to be clear, even after the 4 years I spent to get my bachelor degree, which I earned, not given. Teacher? Public Relations? Broadcaster? Journalist? Translator? Editorial? Hotel Management? Social Animal Workers? Those, are some of my dream jobs. I can't sort out my priority, I don't know which one I want the most, I don't know which one I want to pursue. I have 1 dream job that I applied a month ago, with no call-back. I know that means I'm not accepted, but deep down I'm somehow still waiting for a call-back from that company. :( 

Lastly I decided to start seeking for job opportunities online. Some struck my attention, but when I looked at the qualifications, I was disheartened immediately. Oh I don't know what I'm gonna do now. 

Till next post, wish me the very best. I think I need that. desperately in need of clear head and inspiration.