There I Found The Light

Lately, I only posted desperate and depressing stories of my so-called life. But today, let me also share my joy with you.

I have found a way to do my second internship. After several failed attempts, I barely succeeded. Or let just say I've made it through my first obstacle. Now I've found a place. It's not the best TV station in Indonesia, not even popular. But I believe it's the best place that God has prepared for me. 

People will surely look down on my work place, but I just have to prove them wrong. I will enjoy every moment I go through, I will learn and do my best. I will work my ass off. I will do anything so that the outcome will b worth it. After all, I know this is all a part of my journey. Every obstacle that I've gone through have made me stronger. And every wall that appear in front of me, I know I will always find a way to go past it. with or without help, mostly with help. :P

anyway, you could say the place that I work for is my last resort. seriously my last resort when everything else just falls apart. I finally found one that fell into places. so, above all, I'm happy. It's that simple. No matter what, I'm proud of my self. in the midst of grief, anger, disappointment, and frustration, I finally found that hope. So I can only pick myself up and just go with it. Full force. :)

Before, I felt like I was walking on a desert, with no water. All this time I've been waiting for that particular drop of water to just fall from the sky. I've been walking to find one source of spring water that will release me of my thirst. It might not be of the highest quality, but it's the one that suits me best. Thanks universe and all its materials for that.

Lessons learnt: Life will throw shits at you. so many countless times. sometimes you'll have to dodge, sometimes it will go straight to your face, and sometimes, just sometimes, life gets bored and starts throwing fairy dust (?). Just keep walking. and keep that light, no matter how weak, inside of you.