Another Stepstone before I drown

Hello fellow readers! (if there's any)

I am glad to announce that I have officially retired from my job as a hotelier. What a short time! Right? It only lasted 6 months, and I happened to not really enjoy what I did. 

So now I'm back to square one. I felt like winning and losing at the same time. I did once promise myself to at least stay for a year, but I have broken that. Now I don't know what I'm suppose to do, so I'll just spend my time writing more and more, hoping my english vocabularies will increase or something like that. 

To sum it up, I am now as free as a bird, but since I don't have any income I'm kind of holding back my shopping instinct, which is sad. It also means that even if i'm jobless, I still can't go and hang out as much as I like, because that activity requires money, which, again, I don't really have. *sigh//